my life acording to me

A little update

2008-05-20T02:41:22Z

I'm not even sure what to post here right now. But it has been forever. I guess, I should say whats new. Things are starting to roll with wedding plans, I got on the deans list in school, yay for summer. I just spent the weekend in Chicago, that was blast. Went to the Shedd Aquarium, and the Feild Museum. They were both amazing. I totally suggest that you visit there as well, if and when you get the chance.

Well, I guess that's about it for now.

Stuff....

2008-01-06T05:05:20Z

Well it's a new years, that means making a list of things that I want to change about myself.
Why is it that we do that?
I have alot of planning to do for the wedding, my main goal is to lose some weight, i want to look good for it. :D
I guess thats about it for now. School starts back up on monday, i will also have piano lessons starting thursday. So this semester looks like its going to be a very busy one on top of working full time. by its werth is in the end.

well,

laters.

latest update!!!

2007-12-02T03:49:27Z

Drew proposed the wednesday before thanksgiving at his sisters martiny partyl. It was awesome! Besides the fact that I had larengites (how ever you spell that) and could barly talk, it was wonderful.

Finals are not this wednesday but the one after. GAh!
I am so looking forward to the break though.

Well besides my mom being the normal butthead that she is. She got me a hall and cartering for our wedding. So I'm am all excited.

I guess thats about it for now.

laters!!

church_mice @ 2007-11-14T00:44:00

2007-11-14T05:52:04Z

wow it's been a while sense I posted.

So whats new with me....I almost died in a car accident. Did like $8,100 in damage to my car. It was scary.

School is school, and work is annoying. A creapy old guy is hard to work with, he just makes me uneasy.

I had paul and rachel over a couple weeks ago, and it was a blast. Stayed up late with girl talk and ice cream.*thinks back* good times good times.

Well, I guess thats about it, I'm lame.

Laters

October....

2007-10-08T01:25:45Z

work, school....work, school work....

Yeah......

so.......

yeah......

thats about it. Havent really been doing much. Went to see Sonata Arctica on Sep. 22. That was awesome. We are going to see Nightwish on Oct. 26. That should be a blast. I havent seen them in concert before. I remember when Drew and I went to see Sonata Arctica for the first time, I had asked him about going to a Nightwish concert, mand he said that was going to happen unless they got back together, and that was unlikely. He was half right, they didnt get back togather, but they got a new singer and I get to see them. Just like i wanted over a year ago when Drew first introduced me to them. So exciting things will be happening this month that I am looking for ward to, our aniversary, nightwish concert, sleep ove, candy.

Well thats about it. Laters.

church_mice @ 2007-09-02T23:07:00

2007-09-03T03:17:05Z

so.....
1) never sell anything to a friend.
2) if you do plan on selling something to friend, just give it to them instead.
3) if they are really a friend to begin with, you wont get screwed over.

1) i'm sad that paul posted his last lj.
2) transfering schools is frustrating.
3) growing up and looking back can be a lot sadder then i ever expected

1) Candiss and I are talking more again, thats a bonus
2) i love Drew more today then a month ago
3) i'm closer to my brother Jon then I thought i would be at this moment.

I guess thats about it for now.

*sigh*

church_mice @ 2007-08-16T00:38:00

2007-08-16T04:46:19Z

So sunday I went to an auto cross thingy with Drew and his buddy. It was totally nifty. I got a really bad sunburn on my arms from it though. Also, Sunday night I went to the polish festival with Drew and his family. It was totally awesome. I found the church I want to get married in. It is the most beautiful catholic church I have ever seen. Granted, I havent seen that many. But it is totally beautiful.

Other than that, work sucks as normal.

laters

church_mice @ 2007-08-05T22:17:00

2007-08-06T02:59:57Z

Why is is that somethings hurt more than others, and even just the idea of something can hurt greatly?

I miss haning out with Paul and Candiss. I miss staying up late sitting on candiss bunck bed talking about the past and the future and how things would always be the same no matter how we grew. But here we are, all talking about what we miss. We have grown, and we all have different responsibilities witch make it hard to hang out, and that I understand.

Work is sucking a lot lately, I have been dreading going there. I like several of the people that I work with and I like seeing them. I just dont see how people can work there for so long....I'm just tired of how the rules change all the time, and that I get hasseled about where I park every other week. Its just very frustrating.

I need to register for classes for school, but I havent found a school closer to home yet. The Baker that is closer to me, doesnt have what I want. Yet I havent gotten off my duff and looked for something else yet. But I only have myself to blame for that.

well I should get going. Laters

ZOO

2007-07-29T22:05:33Z

So Drew took me to the Zoo today, it was freeking awesome!!!!!!! I got to see the giraffes, and mooed at bull, I got to walk with the butterfly's, had a polar bear swim over my head, and stared at some penguines. I had a blast! I hadn't gone to the zoo sense I was about 9 years old. He is so good to me, and wonderfully sweet. I love him so much. He always knows what to do to not only make me happy, but make me smile! *wide grin*

well I should get going for now, I'm at my sisters.

Latters

its hot

2007-07-27T03:02:02Z

I'm bored and need to find something new to entertain me.

Work is work and it sucks. I got yelled at a 3 times today and I was almost in tears.

I have a realy bad headach at the moment :(

vent

2007-06-07T03:34:51Z

So I decided that two girls that I once may have called or wanted to call friends in my life are now, nothings but peices of shit that I would really like to see hurt badly! The one more than the other to be exact.

Is that wrong?

Whether it is or not, frankly I don't care. You should know who you are, and well even if you dont I really dont care. I am tired of this two faced shit. Come on grow up. If you have a problem with me tell me. Don't hide behind my friends. Having me find out through other people or through stupid reposts of IM's. Don't come online and talk to me like your my friend when your doing everything in your power to tare me down. Act your age for fuck sakes. Friends don't do that shit to each other! You can tell me you want the best for me and that you hope everything works out like I want it to in my life, when really your the one sitting there trying to ripe it into strands. Who do you think you are any ways? You're going to sit at home on your computer all day venting to all of your imaginary friends online. Who by the why probably wouldn't be your friends in real life. Yeah you think your smart shit, but at the end of the day, it's you that has to live with you no one else.

church_mice @ 2007-06-05T23:46:00

2007-06-06T03:47:41Z

I am all moved in to my new house!!

Its freaking awesome!

GAH FINALES :(

Moving Weekend

2007-05-31T04:55:09Z

Drew and I are moving into our house on Friday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am so excited. ^_^

School is almost out for the summer!

Laters.

Concert!

2007-05-09T03:24:46Z

So yesterday, Drew, TC, my little brother and I drove to leuisville KY to see Within Temptation and Lacuna Coil play. It was freeking AWESOME! My voice is all scratchy and sore today from it. But I had a blast!!!!!!!!! It was so much fun. I'm really thrilled that Drew took us, I hope he had as much fun as I did. Drew is the best BF ever! I <3 him!!!

anyways, thats about all thats new with me. I'm pretty tired so i am going to get going. Laters

church_mice @ 2007-04-26T11:44:00

2007-04-26T15:47:37Z

hmm.....

I dont really know what to say. I guess for the frew that read this, yes I am still alive.

It's getting closer to when Drew and I move in together. I am excited but nervous about it.

I guess thats about it, I dont really have anything else to say.

Lame

2007-04-11T21:14:34Z

I'm not sure what I really think about my internship yet. I guess I'll find out next week once the kids are back in school. But this week so far is just like babysitting, but more kids and energy. I like playing bord/card games and video games with them dont get me wrong. But the staff there, treats me weird, and I dont really feel included by them. Plus I didnt get to go to lunch the past two days I was there. I even asked, its not like I sat there and waited for them to say "ok you can go now." Today when I asked, I was told I could go when one of the other staff members got back, but then they had me in the basement playing with the kids and forgot to tell me the staff member was back untill it was almost time for me to leave... O well I guess. I just find it irritating.

Its getting closer to June and I cant wait. I am so looking forward to living with Drew. He got me a yellow bike for easter and some earings.

Other than that, I guess thats about all thats really going on.

church_mice @ 2007-03-30T09:05:00

2007-03-30T13:18:57Z

Lots of things have been going on. But I am going to miss my pauly, he is movieng to--awe man whats the name of the city--its a few miles north of New Baltimore I think its Chesterfeild Township, thats like 45-50 minuts from me, and going to be even further when I move to livonia. I love my pauly, it just means we cant hang out on the spur of the moment anymore. But things should be good for him there, maybe he'll meet that special someone :P

Lets see, what else is going on...Lots...But I need to finish getting ready for work, so I'll post about that later.

*hugs*

church_mice @ 2007-03-18T12:00:00

2007-03-18T16:05:02Z

So, theres not much going on with me right now.

I'm looking forward to june because school will be out and I'll be moving, if all goes well.

Work is work, theres a bunch of drama going on there....

I have the next 2 weeks off from school.

yeah, thats about it.

Oh, hung out with my brother Jon yesterday, that was cool.

church_mice @ 2007-02-20T14:23:00

2007-02-20T19:31:30Z

So I gave my two week notice to the lady I babysit for today. As of March 5th I'll just be working at the Deli, I'll barly be making it. I'm getting about 6 more hours there. !0 more would be great because then I wouldnt have to look for another job to replace not babysitting. But, we'll see how thigs go for now.

There will be all sorts of changes that are going to be coming up. I really cant wait for them. I am a little scared, but I am more excited about the changes that will be happening. I just hope that every thing will work out.

Oh, and Drew starts his new job on March 5th. I am so happy for him.

church_mice @ 2007-02-19T20:38:00

2007-02-20T01:41:38Z

Lalalala.....

Bored

The lates news would be that I am quiting my babysitting job and just going to be working in the deli. I am worried that I wont have enough money for all my bills. But I will make do.

Sigh*

Other news, Drew and I got a tandom that we are restoring and that is a fun process. I really am looking forward to helping him work on it.

Friends or not?

2007-02-15T15:58:27Z

You know what I dont get, I dont get why some people try so freeking hard to be someone elses friend. If someone is going to try that heard why the fuck not give them the chance. Who knows you just might become good friends. I just dont get it. Why?

I know when I try hard to be friends with someone, it is because 1) that person probably means alot to someone that I am close to, so there for I want to get the chance to be friends with that person 2) I just feel that we could be good friends if that person would just me a chance.

I dont try hard for many people, for the most part I really dont care wheather someone wants to be my friend or not. Granted I dont like to know that someone doesnt like me without a valid reason. If someone hasnt done something to you personally then why the fuck not give them a chance.

What do you think?

Why do you try hard to be someones friend?

Giving up???

2007-02-09T15:28:47Z

Do you remember how hard it was for you when you first started riding a bike?

But you didnt give up trying when you started, becuase you were determand correct?

I see life like that, it was so hard to learn how to ride a bike but we didnt give up on it, we kept trying because we really wanted it and life is like that, each day we have another challege just like that.

So why give up?

It was so much fun after we got over the hard part. So dont give up, this part might be hard, but after that...it will be smooth sailing and ridding our bikes with no hands.

Things we do in bed......

2007-02-05T04:52:42Z

So I am laying in bed with Drew, we are facing each other cuddling. I lick his arm pit, and he goes "thats it not kisses for you." I then try my best to kiss him and he turns his head and I start licking his ear and he's like "no your planting armpit seeds in my furtile earwax....stop their planting their seeds"

:D

Rant

2007-02-04T12:34:00Z

I am the type of person that if I ask what happened/are you ok, that 9 times out of 10 I mean it. I genuinely want to know what happened. Yet some people treat me like the only reason I asked is because they said there up set. You know some times I ask even when Everyone else might think every thing is ok and I just get a weird feeling that its not. That is commonly when something is really wrong and the person is having a hard time talking about it. What ever the situation might be. I ask because I care. If I dont ask that is because of 1)I honestly didnt realize something was wrong, 2) I was to busy wrapped up in my own stuff that I failed to see it or 3)I probably didnt care.

So to say the least, I ask because I care. So please dont ever hesitate to vent on me, thats what friends are for. If we are not friends, I'll gladly listen anyways. It never hurts to have someone that will listen to you and not be there to just give advise.

Keep in mind, I dont give advise. I will give idea's/option that you may have already thought of along with some that you havent thought of next to ideas/options that you probably wouldnt do. In any case, what you do with the information is up to you.

Not everyone is a stick in the mud.

:D

...

2007-02-04T05:24:39Z

I just Dont get how some poeple can be so mean some times.

Its weird when you think you know someone when they do something that you totally didnt think they would do.

eh, I guess thats a part of life.